Sometimes I wonder why I bother with friendship when all I want to do is take the knife you plunged into my back and stick it in your eye. Like bitch youre messing with the wrong person. You're exactly the kind of person that makes me sad. What's your deal seriously.  If this friendship doesnt build but tears down instead I suggest you stand aside and let me politely slam the door in your face as I make my exit.
What's your problem woman?!

Feel my wrath.

Healing, one bowl of beef phõ at a time.
Nananananananananananananaannanananananananananannanananananananana
COME AT ME LIFE. IMMA READY.

Truth is I let myself fall far deeper then I expected. I never should let myself get this attached. Sorry me. Sorry heart.

如果一切都简单一点该多好。

没有外人没有流言没有非语没有心痛没有悲伤该多好。
不需在你面前装成一副无所谓的样子,明明心痛得不得了,还要逞强得微笑。
如果爱情这件事不这样无声无息的走进心里,再歇斯底里的闯出来, 我真他妈的不会这样的挣扎。

更可恨的是除了等待我什么都不能做。
只能静静的让时间清洗伤口。

如果没有遇见你, 该多好。

oh get out get out oh out of my head
and let me study for my exams instead. 

My wish list is for Joe to record studio versions of do it like  dude, price tag and carousel.

Yes. I've officially fell back into the abyss of Joe-awesomeness.

No doubt of it.
I look at this guy and think to myself, how did God make him so perfect that he has honey brown eyes that shine like golden sun rays.
His hair is always messy in a laid back, pretty, roughed up kinda way that Justin Bieber will never achieve.
He's different, not mainstream but so desirable.
Some angel must have spent a long time chiseling out his perfect nose bridge, cheekbones and added that naughty smirk on the corner of his mouth.

How perfect is he that he has the most dazzling vocals and musicality to create such melodious symphonies.

and..

When this boy falls in love. How does he fall in love?
I imagine this beautiful girl with blonde wavy hair that laughs like wind chimes and moves like she has sunshine under her feet. I imagine his eyes lighting up with that autumn glow and his lips curl into a perfect arc.
I imagine that she broke his heart and left him standing on the railway tracks,
begging her not to leave, asking her to stay and don't let go.

but she leaves anyway, laughter like wind chimes tearing at his heart.
is that how he wrote rules of attraction? of how she is so above him in the measure of beauty that he needs an exception for her to love him back?

how cute.

and that crazy ass girl he talks about, how he never could understand her but still fell head over heels in love with her. How she is like a kaleidoscope with a different shade of crazy but his heart goes haywire when she draws him close.

and this girl called vienna whom he wrote a song for. some thing about being Johnny cash throughout the night. She should be a brunette. Her brown wavy hair up in a loose bun, and a pair of crazy beautiful eyes that sucks him right in, scarlet lips and silver tongue and keeps him laughing like a child at her jokes backstage.
She hits him playfully on his shoulder and touches his hands. She says they are pretty and girly. As she studies his hands he stares lovingly at her, and gets rattled when she looks up. He tells her she is special and she kisses him on the cheek. They say goodnight, and she's probably waiting for him to return to America, waiting to hold him tight.

He falls in love way too easily.
and my heart breaks way too freely.

I thought I left Joe Brooks in the classroom when i graduated in 2011. He wasn't on my radar anymore, not on youtube, not on twitter, not on facebook.

and then i asked to cover his concert at TAB yesterday.

and. it. was. stupefying.

I wasn't aware that a media pass gets the same treatment as VIP passes and get to interact with him.
I wasn't prepared for the 8s when Joe Brooks walked beside me.. less then an arm length.
I wasn't prepared for the 5s when i talked to him, just us two. HA. and
I wasn't prepared for the 3s of awkward silence.

I was disastrous.

who begins a sentence with "GOODLUCK FOR YOUR SHOW LATER"
me.
wth brain?!

i mean if i had known, i'd probably write a monologue.
like erm..

"Hey whatsup Superman~"
and "You are amazing."

No I said two three sentences to him.

1. Hi. Good luck for your show later!
2. I really like your songs.
3. erm.. haha awesome good luck for your show! *theeee most awkward smile*

1. use pig shoulder meat (150g)
2. dice the meat, preferably 2.5cm by 2.5cm?
3. marinate with 1/2 teaspoon of salt, 1 teaspoon of sugar and half a beaten egg
4. MASSAGE the meat for like 2 min. (i did for 5min cuz it was damn fun)
5. keep in fridge for later use ( i marinated it for 3+ hours)
6. Cuz there will be frying, so we need something to bread the cubes with
7. i ran out of starch, didn't want to use flour so i made bread crumbs
8. cut the bread into small cubes and place in oven and bake it at 125deg cel. for 10min
9. pound it to crumbs
10. coat meat with crumbs
11. deep fry till turn brown
12. drain with kitchen towel
13. add in sweet and sour sauce and bell pepper and pineapple. 
14. add in meat
15. stir fry for 2-3 min for meat to absorb sauce. 
16. SERVE! 

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1. the boy you thought you couldn't live without actually doesn't mean that much to you after all.
2. you're a clever girl. don't waste your wits on things that harms you. 
3. you're never as bad as people say you are and never as good as you think you are.
4. you're a super accident prone kid. 
5. you're an artsy person, do not try to fit your artistic brain into a systematic calculative mould
6. your "best friend" will not be your "best friends forever", friends come and go, but do identify the keepers.
7. let your heart flutter and stomach turn when you can, because when you're 20 something it'll feel like stagnant water
8. people leave. 
9. but your parents will stand by you no matter what, so put them before anyone else and love them the most-est-est. 
10. You dream in colour, but that doesn't mean your reality will forever be inferior to your dreams. 
11. there will come a time when you stop believing in the "fairytale love" crap, and someone will tell you fairytales are full of shit. believe him.
12. try not to mess up your life at any point okay? been there done that, not fun.
13. people whom you look down upon may at one point (okay a looong point) be better than you. so don't judge.
14. maybe you're an all rounder, but have patience to really learn something before getting involved in something else. you may hate techniques and basics but that's the flow girl.. 
15. you think you have all the time in the world, but i'm feeling pretty old at 21. cherish time. 
16. love the oldest people you know, you have such a short time to learn so much from them.
17. you may have started with them on the same white line, but now most of them are flying and you're crawling. pick yourself up and run. maybe you've been crawling with your wings.
18. i love you alot. 
19. don't live to please anyone else because it's your life, not theirs. 
20. you're meant to fly, baby panda ;)

You're in yr 2, you should have a boyfriend.
You're 20, get a boyfriend!

I would if I could.
I would if I am in an environment brimming with guys.
But unfortunately the circumstances of my environment are not in favour of me getting a bf.
It's kind of sad.
I'll go die now.
Goodbye.

I created an instagram account.
Because Chrisspokk kept insisting I get one ha.
Im going to take random pictures of random stuff and edit them with a nice filter.
But I'm not gonna configure it with twitter or Facebook because situations like these happen.

Twitter: yo I just took a shit
Twitter+instagram: yo I just took a shit (instagram link; my shit in sepia.)
Fcebook: LIKE MY SHIT
Facebook+instagram: LIKE IT CUZ ITS RETRO



It's honestly quite annoying.
To me.
I'm sure I'm not the only one that feel that way.
So.

Instagram Posted On: Saturday, 28 July 2012 @04:17

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